I watched through inability as my sister’s life vanished in a dream; woke in the early morning with such pain inside. Feeling faintly similar tonight, for a separate reason and an understanding of how I too have put myself outside the ability of others. It’s as if the quietest path is to go, with an entire world pulling one away, yet the simplest expressions have persuaded otherwise. A...
My own stray thoughts I wanted to establish out of the blue… Experience Experience, across the board; mentally, physically, life, and especially relationships. Things only obtainable through living real life and taking risks. Proximity Proximity, in-person or in-person over distance. Distance is not the specific issue, but there must exist the will and means to hold a shared physical...
Slept a few hours after watching Rin and Daikichi. Had a familiar dream: I was back in the neighborhood I’ve known my entire life, where my grands live. Out on the street, strolling around the pavement, walking felt sluggish. I started to jog, and it felt right. The roads moved beneath my feet effortlessly. And now I feel the need to run. Too bad, I’m under the weather, awake for a...